gloom

the gloom
has got me again
swallowing my worth
sucking out my confidence
and I sink down slow
berating myself
for my weakness
as I go

enough

not good enough
not fun enough
not good enough
not brave enough
not good enough
not sexy enough
not good enough
too shy
too blue
too much
too many
it rants and rants
around my brain
you ask am I ok
and my answer
only tears
no words
illogical
irrational
and oh so tired
so very tired
why must I
spin in circles
when my gravity
is here?